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23rd January, 2004. 9:20 am.

So...I walked into the office extremely happy and upbeat - weighed in at a new personal low today (in 4 years at least- 211.5), my best friend is coming up for the weekend (eating issues while he is here but I'm really glad he's coming), and my apartmentmate made comments last night about how much smaller my butt is than it used to be etc. while we were working out. And then I discovered that not only did I have an entire stream of anti-ana comments in my personal journal, but my user name has been posted on ljdrama.org along with my stupid comment (that was born out of frustration at being added to the kkk_membership page - something that I am quite willing to admit was an overreaction on my part.) So I am left with the following options - change my user name, start a new journal, or just deal. I'm chosing the last one. I've switched it over so that anonymous users can't post and I'll bann anyone else who feels the need to comment in anti-ana/anti-me ways. Other than that, I don't plan to change anything at all and won't address this issue again. Just let me say this - I don't go to your journals and leave disparaging remarks. I'm not defending the comment I left on the kkk page - it was stupid and I'm sorry. However, I am asking you to forgive that slip-up and leave me alone. Please.

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22nd January, 2004. 12:42 pm.

*Sigh* Well, that will teach me not to let myself get upset at things. Normally I am perfectly happy to sit back, to only make comments when I have something good to say and to let minor annoyances slide by. With this whole kkk_membership thing I let myself indulge a little in "rightous" anger...and promptly put my foot in my mouth and unintentionally invited trouble. I really do object to having that listed as a friend in any way, but I should have just kept my mouth shut and _definately_ shouldn't have antagonized them by telling them to remove me. Now I have anti-anas commenting on how I live my life and making fun of me. Life is hard enough without virtual antagonists. I have enough people upset at me in the flesh about this. Is it too much to ask that you please accept my apology and just let this drop? I'd really appreciate it and you would have my undying gratitude.

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21st January, 2004. 11:02 am.

Posted in a few communities - please let me know if there are other ones you think I should post this in:

I have created a new community for adult EDs at [info]21plus_ana. In many ways individuals who are no longer in high school or at home with their parents have different problems and concerns than those who are younger. I am hoping that this can be another source of support for us. Come check it out!

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